A song that keeps going on repeat in my head and yes, so appropriate for the coming elections. =) hehe. ;)Its not about the money money money!
My mother told me that the more you wish for something, the more you will not get it. Is it true?Well, you can say that from a pessimist's point of you. I am not saying that my mother is 100% pessimistic but she can be one occasionally.I grew up watching fairy tales and while this may sound too much coming from a grown up, I believe in the happily ever after. Yes. I will get my happily ever after and yes, I will migrate out of here one day. Where to is a no brainer."Fairy tales are more than true; not because they tell us that dragons exist, but because they tell us that dragons can be beaten." "If you want your children to be intelligent, read them fairy tales. If you want them to be more intelligent, read them more fairy tales."
— Albert Einstein
HAPPY NEW YEAR (malayalam calender year)!How I wish I was in Kerala now! One day. One fine day! =)
CHEERS! This week is a short week because Friday is sports day and we would be done by 10am! and then comes next week which again is a short week thanks to Good Friday!!I love my students and teaching life. Just dread the staff room aspects of things. Oh well, guess have to open up a bit and socialise. But hey! I did my part and tried being a little friendly you know.Haiz. Oh well, life has to still go on.I will just find little things to make the weeks ahead seem shorter. “Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.”
Another week has passed. Time and tide wait for no man indeed. Either we keep up to its pace or eat the dust left behind.Choice. It is always about choices.Let me pick a victim for my moodiness this week.Blame it on PMS?nahz over used.hmm..work? maybe but nahz, been there.
I know! Lets blame it on the cough syrup this time.
Yes. An over dose of it has made my brain all woozy and wound up.I don't even know what I am typing about.This post makes no sense.I am just unhappy that another attempt at finishing my vampire diaries has failed. Grr...So many months and only so few episodes watched. Always an interruption. ALWAYS. Haiz. Not meant to be. So now what, wait till June holidays? =(ANYWAYZ, here is the current song stuck in my head:One of my all time favourite women! The not so skinny yet so hot Jennifer Lopez!Well, we have one thing in common, the butt! haha!Wish I could look as beautiful and shapely as her when I turn 40!!If music be the food of Love, play on - Shakespear
Feels fat.Wait. I am fat. Argh!! Why is it sooooo difficult to lose weight! Every time I get into the momentum, something comes in and disrupts it.Feel so disappointed. Worst of all, I feel like I disappointed the one elder person who took the initiative to talk to me about it - to make me promise.I won't let myself fail. I won't disappoint.Dear God,If you can't make me thin make my friends fat. ;)Amen.
Absolutely LOVE this song! After all these years, the lyrics and music is till timeless.Enjoy!When will someone come and take me / us out of all this mess. Insanity is getting me on my wits ends. It was funny when my friend said those words that have been swimming in my head for months. Get married and get out. Words so easily said. What if the whole marriage turns into a a disaster like my parents'? I won't let it happen. I promise. I cannot believe I am typing this out. I always thought a woman can live on her own and fend for herself. Marriage is for losers, dependence shows weakness. Looks like GOD just made me eat my own words back. I want a man. A man who will stand up for me. For us. No, don't take the burden and drown in it. Just share it with me and pull me out of it. I am not a wuss. I finally realise that no man/woman can ever live alone. Everyone needs someone to lean on. We can lead a live far away from this whole mess. Give me the happiness that I have let lost in this stupid place. I will do the same in return.Friends can only do so much. If they only know even 10% of what my sisters and I have to live with.Well, I am being a self-proclaimed "kanjus" now for a better future. I don't care if I appear stingy or whatever as long as I know why I am doing what I do. I will get out of this place one day with my superman. Haha!Ok enough of mushy crap. I am just in an emotional mood now.I wonder when he would be sent down from the above. Hmm. “Like the body that is made up of different limbs and organs, all moral creatures must depend on each other to exist.”
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