Wednesday, 26 January 2011

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When I started counting my blessings, my whole life turned around. - Willie Nelson

I made a little deal with myself yesterday and one day on, I must say the effects are positive. What was the deal? you may wonder, oh well, it is simple. To change negative thoughts into somewhat positive / encouraging / motivating thoughts. I know a 100% positive is a definite impossible because after all, I am human and we were built to have a little negativity once in a while to spur us on - to keep us on our toes.

I decided to implement this on work first because for now, that is where the largest part of my day is spent. So when I found myself getting upset over people today, I opened up my hotmail and did a well, rather selfish or am I wrong to say, mean thing? I looked at all the rantings my fellow mates were venting out on, took a deep breath and said to myself " Hey! at least I am having a WAY better life over here." As "evil" as it may seem, it proves a point, the grass on your side can at times be greener than the other side because all the s**t that so happens to stink it actually adds nutrients to nourish and give it that extra chlorophyll-shine. Know what I mean?

To sum it up, seeing what my other LBS are going through makes me feel so thankful for what I have. Yes, there are the idiots, they still exist and the occasional I-Want-To-Murder-You moments but at least I am being treated like a human with feelings by the majority AND, I have an RO who is well respected by the staff which gives me an added advantage because if I need something to get across, who else better than her right? *sighs* I just need her to be around more though. Wait, when I do chance upon her, my brain fails to recall the things I want to bring to her attention - hmm.. think I should write down a list of TO ASK MRS RAMA and walk around with it in my diary. (*Note to self*)

Kk, back to topic, in short, I am just thankful for this school. Really am. Even if it means having to be a loner at times. :p

p.s I HAD to upload this. I was so enthralled by her voice that I did not realise I was holding my breath till the song ended. She did justice to the song and I find it way better than Beyonce's. Enjoy!




Signing Off On|Wednesday, January 26, 2011|

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