ahem, some of the above points may seem v.familiar to some but I put them up because I honestly think they are lacking here. Right here, in this place called home(my butt).

I am still fuming at being called a fool right in my face because I did not buy the mutton curry that my father wanted, for the blob and I getting shouted at by our mother because we asked her to do the marketing today because we were tired and for being called a big mouth for having too much to say by once again, my father.

Today is a public holiday. I was looking forward to it to have a good long weekend break but no, the bosses of this shit house has other plans. Errand running at Mustafa! Alright, not as if Mustafa is 10km away but hello! You just came home from going tekka and Mustafa is JUST THERE. You have a freaking vehicle to drive and you could not make a stop there?

Like seriously, what the hell!

And yesterday, I was practically dragging my feet back home from the days exhaustion only to have you send orders through Priya to come home and go out again to tekka to buy dinner. And the nerves of you to actually say come home early else go figure your dinner. Like what the &^%#@$##$)(*!@#$%. You are the principal of my school is it? To decide the time I leave school to come back home. AND when I asked if it is ok to go to the shop nearest to home. You could so childishly tell me to settle my own meal while you will go get what you want. My question is this: "WHY COULDN"T YOU DO JUST THAT?" If you really want something then GO DO IT YOURSELF! You also just got back from work and because you were tired you did not want to go buy the food and you expect me to come home only to step out again and go to a place that you want?

Ok when that was settled, you called me fool right in my face just because I bought a different type of mutton when the reason why I did not buy what you asked for was because it looked so oily! And you called me a fool for being concern. SHIT you lah. SICKENING HUMANS.

Parents my ass la. Parents.

I dread coming home each day hoping to have something to keep me back in school. You just wait and see, you will see less of me once I start off proper. Just wait and see.

You take us for granted way too much and our patience is stretching to its limits. People our ahe go out and have fun during the week ends or a holiday and what do we do? STAY HOME to clean up other people's shit. And nothing is ever appreciated. Everything also must ask permission. Dream on. Never again. I am 23 I have my own life.

I have been learning a lot about myself with each passing day. Each day with the little ones at school open up a lot of stuffs I have yet to discover within me.

I will most probably blog about it another day. Not today because this post is just getting too negative for my liking.

Any way, take a look at the picture below.

The first child that was given to me for my practicum, the first to make me look forward to my days in school. The first that just brought out every instinct in me to just give my best all the way and yes, don't laugh, to protect. And yesterday was my last lesson with him before he goes for his exams. It was a somewhat gloomy day yesterday because I actually felt sad the whole day. I do not feel as close with the other given 4 kids because they came in a little too late and thus there was not much time for us to bond.

He is special and I really enjoyed every moment that I got to be with him. To teach him and hopefully make a difference in that little being of his.

And he was so cute. When I told him it was my last day with him before I officialy leave the school, he quickly grabbed a foolscap paper and a pen and started drawing! And this is what he drew!

This is a photocopied version pasted on my room wall to remind me of my purpose each day. I will definitely have it in the cubicle of the school am about to be posted too. It was drawn in purple ink and which I later found out, on his home work paper which I have to file in for now. So yea, photocopied it.

He gave it to me in my hands and said : " Miss Divya, for you to remember me when you leave this school!" Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww... hahaha.

And he was so happy when I asked to take a picture with him! AND he told me to walk him back to class like I always do for one last time! Haiz, I will really miss them so much!

But yea, life goes on. =)