Tuesday, 9 February 2010

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As often as it happens, my mind as lots to say but my fingers just can't keep up. Nothing sad, nothing happy. Just emotionally neutral.

School is coming to an end and a whole new journey lies ahead. I am excited-nervous-terrified-optimistic-yet pessimistic-motivated-doubtful and yea, you know what I mean.

My birthday is 1 month 7 days away and though I am aware that it is still "weeks" away, I can't help but feel a little in the dumps. Silly right? haha. I do not want to grow old! Everyday, I look at the old ladies at my void deck with their wheel chairs and walking stick and cannot help but groan at the reality that one day, that could be me! I mean, yea, it is still donkey years away but at the rate the days,weeks, months and years are passing, it is just a bout time. Oh man ! I sound so pessimistic! hahaha..kk.. may be PMS. I don't know. My mind never rests anyway. =)

I want to go on a holiday and one place is still stuck in my mind. Aside from India that is. That same place I have mentioned entries before. Still tugging at the corner of my heart and I want to make it soon!. Keeping my fingers crossed for a silver lining of chance to come through.

Sweet!

Song of the day:



Being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect. It means you have decided to look beyond the imperfections.

p.s chocolates make me happy and it has been LONG since I indulged! Must be the reason why I am so disillusioned and lost! ;)

Signing Off On|Tuesday, February 09, 2010|

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