I have 3 weeks to go before practicum begins and I am already fretting! Will I be accepted warmly? Will I be able to handle the 3 cases given? What happens if the children turn out to be those from...hmm..hell? Ok, children are manageable but PARENTS?! How am I going to talk to them without stuttering and fumbling?

And my image? What if they think I look too incapable because of that sotong expression I constantly seem to have on my face and somehow cannot seem to have it wiped off. And clothes! I can't obviously dress the way I am now and at the same time I cannot look like a lao ah ma which apparently was the way I looked when I dressed semi-formally during my 3 months attachment to ABC primary.

Balance, balance, it is all about the balancing. I have to speed up and loose MORE weight too! Aiyoo! I do not even know where to start from. Me and my ADHD brain.

Time is moving so fast, I cannot believe that I am finally going to begin a whole new journey in life. Full fledged adult hood responsibility.

Ooh! and am hoping and keeping my fingers crossed over a possible pay rise? yes yes? Please say yes!