I did it! Lets hope it returns positive.

Anywayz, I am back at it again. This time it is worse. I am once again shutting people out of my life. What is up with me seriously? Again and again, the answer is still a _________.

I hate attending events because it means socialising, I find excuses to evade an outing becuase I don't feel like entertaining. All I find myself wanting is solitude. Pure solitude. Away from family, away from friends and the only
time I think I am going to successfully get that is in the four hours flight to and from Kerala. I so hope there is no one on the seat next to mine.(Except if he is an eligible bachelor who happens to look like the indian version of brad pitt/keanu reeves?)

I need that 2 weeks break and I hope when I return, I become a somewhat better person. haha..Hmmmmm.. =)