Oh Dear BIG guy up there,

May tomorrow be a good day please.

Amen.

*Groans* I am really not looking forward to it. I wonder if it shows. My delay in replies, my lack of contribution of suggestions. I am really hesitant. I wish it would rain or maybe have a small flood or something. Hmm.. haha..what an idiot I can be at times. Ok, maybe not something so drastic.

For once, I am hoping Mr Lim will do what he is notorious for and that is to call for a sudden meeting. I would welcome it with a huge sigh of relief and a hug to anyone close by. Haiz, what I would do to hear that announcement. 2 hours? 3 hours? Even 4 hours also can lah Mr Lim!! I promise not to grumble and would give my 100% attention to whatever crap you have to talk for the day. (I am such an assole eh?)

Damn it. I can be one of the worst person to have as a friend. So negative. But I cannot help it. Sometimes, I am made to feel that way. Actually, I think the problem lies with me and my head. But then again, I just cannot shake of the feeling whenever she is around. My whole guard just goes up despite the years we had. Huh.. I thought my opinion would have changed since my birthday but....haiz.

Maybe tomorrow will be different.

I know! Lets make a deal ok? If you predict the outing to be something that will make dark clouds hover above me, then please let any of the above three take place. (psst..all 3 also can :p) if it is going to be other wise, then....fine, let there be sunshine and rainbows.

Set? OK? Done deal.

Looking forward to a good sign from you. (either way the result is meant to be good)

Love

Divya. =)

To have a friend is to be a friend.

p.s To make myself clearer, just stop me not the rest. Know what I mean?