Been a short while since I posted an entry so here is my update of the past week.

I have been shopping, shopping and shopping!! =) I have never ever till 3 days back spent so much in just a short span of time that when I actually realised the amount I spent, my eyes could not get any bigger than insectosaurus's! But somehow, my heart isnt paining. I mean, before spending, I obviously, kept a reasonably good amount aside for savings, daily expenses, ez link etc. All the nitty gritty money issues have been settled before I allowed myself the shopping spree so yea. Plus, we work so hard the whole month, I think it is only fair we get to enjoy part of the earnings too right? Money is not all about bills and loans.

I feel good. I am happy and made others - my sisters happy and that is worthy enough. My head is still in a state of confusion but other than that I have never been so happy and free. haha..Oops! No money, no smile. I just need the security and assurance of having enough to carry me thorugh each month, thats about it. But hey! I know my limits and I do stay within them. Plus, I do take responsibility over some house issues like helping out with my sisters' expenses blah blah blah so it is not exactly all about me.

Been out of contact with many and except for KX and my cousin, there has been no signs of anyone else. Everyone seem to have vanished. Into thin air. My handphone has never been this silent but yet the silence is comforting in its own indescribable way. I am using this solitary period to sort out alot of things in me. One of which is people around me. I am learning to block people and their talks, their kay-poness out of my life. To mind my own business. Let them talk, let them gossip.If it makes them happy, then I am happy. It is a win-win situation. Right? Just as long as it does not harm my father in any way.The rest of us are well, fighter koks? haha.

Man, I know how a star must feel with all that paparazzi watching their every moves. How many times did they fart today? Do they pick their nose?

Yea, such stupid details can and do make the headlines of some stupid magazine and like that, what happens in my family seem to be passed on all the way to some quiet residential area in admiralty.

"They go temple X times a week" "They did xxxxxx today" They are doing prayer at abc temple" "They wore t-shirts and shorts today" Like HUH?!! How does this affect your life? hmm? haha..You come all the way from india with no self respect and you want to have a round table discussion about what my sisters and I do? wow. No wonder they say, make sure your back side is clean before you claim someone else's is dirtier. Kay-po for what? And it is so obvious who is giving you the information. Duh. For now, the information is harmless so I shall just keep quiet and let you have your entertainment. Go a step further and I hope you get labour pain so bad, you wish you can go see GOD and ask for forgiveness personally then come back and continue with your delivery painlessly. =).

GOD bless you and your messenger till then.
I am in blabber mode again. Pardon me if I don't make sense or have any logic. Haha.

Other than that, I am in high spirits!! =)

Gossips needen't be false to be true-there is alot of truth that shouldn't be passed around.