Boy, oh boy, what is going on with me? You tell me because i don't know. This feeling is the most different of all. Yuck vs Yay! Hmm..

Anywayz, just got myself a new hand phone. Nokia E 71.

1) because of the demise of my motorola and 2) well, sort of a 1st pay gift to myself though it was kind of pricey and beyond my my expected budget. But it is ok, it is only this once anyway so why not right? Not as if I am always spending my money on uncessary things.

Last but not least, I discovered an irony. On my tab it says "make me happy" but am I? No. I am always putting others feelings before me. I don't want to make xxx misunderstand so I shall just give in, I don't want to hurt xyz feelings so once again, never mind, I shall just change my plans and give in. In a way I know it is my fault for forgetting but some how I really wanted to meet them badly yet you could not just switch the days this once?