Oh man! I just received an sms that a meet up my take place soon and somehow, I am not excited. I do not know why. Just 2 weeks back, might mentor was asking me about my behaviour with friends( that is because, she claims that I am a little too quiet and she wanted to know was it because the people in the room were just too noisy or was I just too quiet - but anyway, I am a bit more open now :p ) Ok, got side tracked a little over there within the brackets, anywayz, she asked me was I more vocal with clique A or clique B, and my immediate response was B. No hesitation, no pause and I felt a little bad after that. hmmph! Why? because, somehow, I feel comfortable to be silly when with them. My opinions get heard and the inferiority does not surface. Nope, not at all. Ala, am not going to dwell furhter on this because even I myself am sick of reading this repeated stuff time and again. It is about time, I move on.
Iti s just that sometimes, I do not understand why the number of years together just cannot mean something. Like, you know, people whom I just met 5 years ago can some how bring out the best in me and thos whom I have known for almost a decade brings out the ugly? When I mean ugly, I mean, quiet, insecured and somehow unheard. Some what insignificant with not much questions asked. Haiz..shut up Divya!
Everything aside, I got to go farm visits today and it was sooooo cool!!!!!!!! It was part of the teachers' learning journey and it was so fun. My goodness, teahcers are really, kids actually! haha..even the fiercest of them all. Put them in a vegetable farm, use the phrase " shopping time" and chiong!! back to the bus and you would see plastic bags of farm produce! And their behaviours are so child like, you forget that they are adults too! Makes me wonder about my secondary and primary teachers. All those fierce faces actually have a kid behind them.
Got to vist the aeroponics farm, dragon fruit plant and some organic farm.These places are so close to malaysia that you can see their building infrastructure so clearly from across the sea! haha.. I am still recovering from the excitement of the trip. It was really good! No city traffic, just nature.So beautiful and un-singapore like.
In a way, I hope I can remain in this school even after I graduate from NIE. Am keeping my fingers crossed. haha..everyone is just so nice, I don't think I can bear to leave. haha. =)
Lastly, I am craving for toggis chocolates!! Yum Yum!! Blame it on Pre-menstrual syndrome. I just had one 2 days back and I am still craving for more! AHHhh! :p
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