Haiz, I am so disturbed, I just want a hug.Anyone wants to offer? I cannot stop the memories from flooding in since this morning.It was just something the teacher told about the boy that got my thoughts drowning.It all sounded so familiar. The teasings, the bullies,the eraser story.Everything was so identical, I felt as if it was my story being told.Only this time, the little girl is replaced by a small primary 3 boy. How much more coincidental can it get? I had to bite my lip hard and control my tear ducts as I heard the profile of the kid being explained to me.

"Control yourself divya." I kept chanting to myself.After that, all I could remember was me shaking my head and the teacher concluding his session.I got up cooly,walked to my cubicle and cried.I just could not stop the tears from flowing.Decided to do some readings online since it was break time and even then it could not stop. Damn, what a day.

Haiz,Ijust had to vent out.I feel like hugging someone.So tight and just lay there.Huh..if only my mother would do that.

Never mind,I have grumpy with me at my bed side.He would do for today. =)