In 12 hours I will be turning 22!! I cannot believe 1 year has passed so fast. It seems like it was just a few months back when I turned 21 and was blowing away the candles at Swadesht with my entire family.

I guess once this year passes, the rest of my twentys will just be a blur. It would then not be such of a big deal anymore till maybe when I turn 30? haha. Even that does not seem that far to me now.

My past few days have been really good. I have never felt so much peace inside me before. Yes, never. On friday, while in an attempt to kill time before my schedued tuition class at 4.15pm, I decided to take a walk from novena to balestier to get the sweat glands alittle pumped up after a week long break. As I reached the junction of balestier, waiting for the traffic light to change, I realised the past 20 mins of walk was a thoughtless one. My mind had been void of any thoughts through out. It was a nice feeling because my mind is never empty.haha..I mean, it is me.I am NEVER lack of wandering thoughts. Once again, NEVER. hehe.It felt really good.

That night, my chest felt so light and uncluttered and as dramatic as it sounds, when I prayed, I silently thought to myself that if I were to die any day soon, I wanted it to be that day. That day when I had no problems floodng my brains and drowning my poor little heart. :p yuck. That sounded so wrong. haha.

I hope to have more of such good days coming. To avoid any jinx, I shall not go on to say much. All I have to say is, things are slowly picking up for me. I can feel it deep inside.

Maybe it is true, I am money dependent. It could be a good thing but hopefully, not a bad thing.

Anywayz,

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY to me! =)

May more fun and laughter peace and joy be felt this year. (yes, I stole that line from the blob. :p) OH! and how could I forget? Presents! Loads and loads of presents too! mwahahaha.