Seriously, I cannot wait for that day. The day I flap my wings and fly away. Far far away. Oh Mr BIG Guy Up there, throw me a job fast. PLEASE! Hmmmmph!!! Buay tahan already lah! Wa lau!!!

I have done up my monthly expenses list. I am not very happy with the amount I have to "give away" monthly no thanks to my outstanding cpf and bank loans for poly and university respectively. Nevertheless, I am keeping my tuition money as an extra saving for the day I decide to rent some place out of Dorset Road. Incase you think I am kidding, or maybe in one of my emo/frustrated moods, I am NOT. I am serious. 100%.

I want to taste freedom and smell independence. Neither of which I will ever get if I continue to stay here. I may just go mad if I have to keep my wings clipped any longer.

You may think I am being ungrateful and what they are doing in now is in their paternal instincts but it is only through falling down do we learn to pick ourselves up, clean the dirt and get back up. It is about time they realise that. I just want space.To venture out and learn to fight for myself, to face what the world has to throw at me.

Easier said than done.

Moving out does not mean I will neglect my responsiblities. Nonsense. I will still do my part for the family. I will never dump them just like that. Especially my sisters. Its just home away from home. The weekends are there for catch up sessions too. We can have stay overs, anything. Just let me go.

Dear Mr BIG guy up there,

I hope you are reading this.

I will be waiting for your reply soon. =)