I have so many thoughts in my head,I don't know which I want to give priority to.It is about time I learn to not let the nitty gritty stuff bother me and just focus on the more important situations at hand.Go on like this,and I may just get High Blood pressure in years to come.haha.C++ test is over! I am worried yet confident about the result.Oh no! Assignment 2 submission is next week and I am no way near there!Exam is round the corner and I still have one more assignment to complete.Will I have enough time?Damn! What if I fail again?Okok,even if I pass..what next?If I dont have to worry about acha,then decision making would be much MUCH easier.Screw the economy for hindering my plansOooohh that guy is cute!If only I had the guts.Haiz..hahaStupid,cannot even handle studies still check out guy! Gong!Must lose weight!! With school started my routines have been broken! How now?!Ahh..when will my next tuition fees come in?Have things to buy and hp bill to settle!To get one more tuition assignment or not?To forgive and forget or forgive but still be on high alert? damn..double damn.I want to be a journalist..wait..nono..a doctor..maybe a social worker?..a teacher maybe..an animal rescuer?business woman?..a crime investigator..any further and i will burst!
I want to be a mean girl sometimes.Just for the feel of it.haha..and retribution of past torture.Siao!
I need to build up on my self esteem,my confidence.!
I have got to change my wardrobe.I am tired of t-shirts.
Lose weight first lah!!
Stop pleasing others! Self before rest!
I want me to be happy with a ton less things to worry about.
A nice cozy house.But when?
Ahh! Poly and uni loans to settle.Owing money to bank sux! If only I were rich..or better still..get a tycoon of a boyfriend/husband.mwahaha..any old and half gone available?...I was kidding!!
Self dependency is the best!
Oh no! what if I die an old lonely woman who never got to marry and have my 5 kids! HAHAHAHA..Oops! Don't laugh..seriously.. :p
Degree..degree..oh BIG guy up there..get me through when the time is appropriate.
Wahhh!! So much noise in my head! I just feel like dislodging my brain from the skull and just throwing it into a vaccum space to suck it all out.If only I had a remote to just mute them out.OOhhh lala..the idea sounds good! ;)
Before I flood 100 more pages with my stupid thoughts,I better sign off and get back to work/studying.
Adieu!
It is not easy being my brain eh? :p
"To talk much and arrive nowhere is the same as climbing a tree to catch a fish."
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