Today is a winding road thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, Today in the blink of an eye I am holding on to something and I do not know why I tried.

Appropriate lyrics to match the thoughts in my head. Boy am I bumped,stumped and GOD knows what else rhymes with it but you get the drift. Oh dear, to quit school when the times are bad what am I thinking?But my mind is firm with its decision though I will think through what have been told to me the past 2 days.I have to admit I am really scared at the thought of what lies ahead in the days to come.Will I be jobless for long?Or will a miracle break through take place? Whatever the outcome,the consequences are for me to bear. No one else. I made the choice,I face the outcome, be it good or bad.We reap what we have sowed.Isn't that what they taught us repeatedly back in the good old school days?

Haiz,at the moment I am feeling alittle upset and disturbed.My cute little 92 year old man actually lost sleep over my revelation.In his words,he was disturbed by me looking disturbed last night.Haha..I love him loads =).Well, after hearing him out,I have made a promise to myself. Whatever life is going to throw at me,I will never back down again.I will toughen up and perservere on. Like what my grandfather wisely said,if I really want it, go all out and fight for it no matter how long it takes because the satisfaction lies not in the achievement, but in the perseverance.

So here goes, I am going to embark on a journey of fulfiling what I really want-be it with a degree or not and that for now is still a '?' but I will find out in time to come.I will go all out to achieve it.

I do not want to look back 10 years down the road and regret not taking this step earlier. Better now than too late.