Sneaking in a post in between break.Need to vent my thoughts out in order to focus in the next half of tutorial.Bumped right into Witchy just as I entered SIM.Talk about shit luck.Damn.My whole mood turned for the worse.Who ever said meeting the enemy face to face increases the drive to win must be a real KOK.I disagree so badly.Well,or maybe I am just different from normal people.I don't feel motivated when I see someone I HATE.I feel pure disgust and anger which weirdly,seem to work against me more than for me.That again,is because I cannot seem to use it as a challenge to work harder.

AHHH..Divya Why are you such an idiot!! Motivation right infront of you and you can still feel so dry up there?WAKE UP!!!Stop finding excuses!

Ok,I feel better now.=)

I promise to focus and give my best.No more excuses.Erase witchy from memory.

Update @ 22.40:

Adliah called me to join Angela and Xian Ping for lunch today.I felt so alienated from them.They were speaking a whole new language I could not seem to comprehend.The language of Year 3.They were so into their conversation, little did they realise I was sitting there lost in my own world.I did try to interact mind you,but the attention on me did not last.I waited..and waited..and finally,got up and left.I feel abit hurt inside.I know I should be one of them there going on and on and grumblng and raving about how tough/fun the life of a year 3 student is but sadly,I am not in it yet.The circle of the year 3 gang.So is it my fault that I am not that "lucky" yet? Nahz,shall not let this affect me.I am just a little hurt.Poor little heart.Hahaha.. ;).Anyway,I shall just let it be.If they do call me to join them once again,I shall just smile and say I am busy.I guess I am still sensitive over my failure in C++.I have to get over ME first before I face my own school mates.Mission Destroy E.G.O. =) Mission Erase Witchy.=).

Slow and steady.

Adieu!

The best way to destroy an enemy is to make him a friend.-- Abraham Lincoln

HMMMMmmmmm??? Thinking what I am thinking? Yes/NO/I don't know? ;)

p.s YOU,yea you know who YOU are.Faster fall from the sky lah.Taking so long for what?! ;)