Hmmph..I have no idea whether or not to believe what is told anymore because,it has happened quite a number of times.Times where I get misunderstood and accused of things without any clarification until I have become somewhat of a paranoid. So much so I start to jump to my own conlusions whenever I encounter a situation where someone else is being scolded other than me.I make my own assumptions that that person could be me.This time it is no different.I somehow still believe that the person being "scolded" is still me.I trust my instincts and judgement this time because it was too much of a coincidence if you know what I mean.So do you blame me for thinking "too highly of myself?" Nope,I don't.
Well,I may be wrong this time.Who knows?But I am always open to peace making just as long as I am assured 100% I was not the one..again,if you know what I mean.
Adieu!
Ralph Waldo Emerson: For every minute you are angry you lose sixty seconds of happiness.
Makes alot of sense.Every minute of anger we keep inside is losing 60 seconds of a peaceful mind.I told myself i should just let people be.Slowly stop making enemies/losing friends(I don't know if I have any enemies though..haha)and just be friendly with everyone.
It is just a matter of close friends or just friends.Hold grudges for what right?Not as if I can make a million bucks for every friend lost and not that the money would even bring me genuine happiness.hehe..I am learning to be a better person and through the process of letting go,I find myself becoming happier though still short tempered.AND,I have been apologising to people without feeling any sense of pride or ego being hurt and it feels good =).
I guess it is nice to just apologise when you know you have done something wrong and then after that forget that it has ever happened(Ok,that I am still trying to do ;)) . forgive and forget,it makes life easier,happier and one less thing to be stressed and guilty over. =)
peace out!
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