Another day spent staring blankly at codes. I have half the mind to just not submit anything.Like really screw it.So much for me wanting to buck up this semester and ace this subject.Me and my empty talk.Damn it. I am silently wishing for a piece of the sky to fall on me so that I can go into a deep coma and just wake up when my brain is ready to get back to work again.

Ok.You maybe thinking,"Isn't this girl over doing her drama?I mean it is just school and assignment what is the big deal?"

Well,you are not me so you won't understand what is really making me tick inside so don't bother figuring me out. By the way,I have officially decided to stop being "aunt agony" to people.No more.Should anyone need a listening ear,well,I am just NOT the person to look for.I have officially decided to care to hoots about people anymore.

You think I am being self fish? Let me tell you I am not.All this week,whenever I tried opening up to people,I either get a rushed answer(from my mother!!) or a blank stare or worse still,they tell me what I already know(seriously,won't I have thought through the basic concerns before voicing out?) and some even repeat themselves over and over again.Whatever.Forget it.Only ONE managed to hit the nail on the head.She said exactly what I wanted to hear.

I can really be one heck of a hard-to-please-emo-maniac.Blame it on the hormones and bad parental genes. ;)

"No man would listen to you talk if he didn't know it was his turn next.”

I am going to be silent this day on.I am serious this time.