Imagine a scenario where a friend comes up to you or calls you and then starts talking.Ok,you entertain.Poor friend needs a listening ear so why not?But thats not all.It happens over and over again!It becomes like a bloody daily habit.How much is too much?!You tell me.I mean,I have my own crap too you know.Do you hear me grumbling every day?Plus,I do have my share of exciting stories but somehow,they don't seem to be heard or when they do get heard,all I get is a one word answer.So much for listening to me.

I know,I know,this is the umpteen time you are reading about me on my importance of a 2 way conversation but I just cannot help it.I have friends who will ask me about my day,my thoughts etc and I have those where I really can hold long conversation of varying topics whether online or over the phone.Out of these 2 category of people,I only answer genuinely to a speckled few because sometimes,I find some do ask just for the sake of asking.They ask you how are you and before you can answer them,they are back to rattling away about themselves.So why ask right?

So what have I been doing so far,I have become the one-word answer responder.Whatever they talk,I answer with just a word or if I think its not worth any answer I just ignore.Yea,Yea,laugh at my lameness,whatever.haha..I know I sound like some gong gong but oi! I really cannot take it anynmore.For those who know me very well,you will know I love to talk and give opinions on things and if I am not given that chance,I will just clam up and I hate it.

As much as I deem myself more of a listener than a speaker,I love to hold conversations,not many have succeded in doing that with me.Strangely,they are those I hardly keep in contact with.Take my secondary school mates for example.Farah,Wei Xian and Michelle(Michelle is now MIA).Put me with these 3/2 and I have alot to say.I find myself the least guarded with them.I am 100% Divya no walls up at all .Honestly,no walls.My best friends haven't even reached that level yet.Well,only one has managed to make me talk deeper about myself but still I find myself guarded in someway.AGAIN,I do not know why(I intend to keep alist of DON't KNOW WHYs,and fill them up with answers slowly.Haha).

For now,I feel good playing the role of an "idiot".I hope my guilty side does not take over so soon.I am not done playing counter-strike.

Adieu!