It was fun.We enjoyed sitting at the roof top of vivocity and talking about everything from work,school,relationships and just about everything you expect when three girls are put together.It was very relaxing with no tension.No tension because after a long time,nish and I told acha the truth about going out and thus we had 1 less thing to worry about.We could take our time to take in the night and the company.
I do hope we can do this frequently and go back to the good old times when we were all younger and full of nonsense.The good old days.I really miss it.Lets meet up frequently ok? Like once a week,lets meet for dinner and talk the night away.It was really "slack".We could talk anything just like last time.I loved it. =)
On a different note,I have been feeling very uneasy these past few days.My heart is always fluttering as if it is warning me of something that I seem to be missing.You know, the kind of feeling where you just sense something bad is going to happen but your brain delibrately chooses to block it out?Yup,thats it.Very disturbing.I hate such feelings coz from past experience,they are always accurate(choi!) and I hate it when they are(choi again!!).It makes me all the more paranoid.I am scared.let me have a few more years with him?Please Mr BIG guy up there.I am not ready to let him go yet.No way.I am still pulling myself together from ammuma.Make him stronger again like he was in the past.To eat properly and have higher mental strength.To know that he has not one but 13 grand kids and one great grand kid who loves him alot and will be there for him even though we may not be able to fill the place of his wife.He has to be strong.Stronger.Amen.
p.s Before anyone of you throw your shoes at me for being a "suay" mouth,let me clarify that I really have to voice my thoughts out or else I will go mad keeping it all inside.Furhter more,I do not like talking such topics in person.They freak me out.
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