I managed to release some fustrations out today.Verbally.It was just too sudden,I could feel the irritation just suddenly overwhelm me in that one split moment,I had to talk it out.Thankfully,it helped.I feel less tortured mentally now.Every small thing seem to affect my almost saturated brain these days.Haha..=).

I intend to slowly let her out of my life.As much as I hate it,she has been affecting me alot negatively.Maybe I am over sensitve and just cannot follow her ways of talking/behaviour but I'd rather she goes then I get affected further.I have had alot of peace the days she weren't around and I do want those days to repeat itself.We shared alot of good times but sometimes,it is the bad things that seem to overshadow it all.It is not how much of good times we've had,but how "mentally torturous"the remaining of the times were.

If only it was as easy as burning paper to ashes then atleast it would be faster and less painful.Dear BIG guy up there,let this one decision of mine not go wrong.

Oh man,I am confused now,ahhh! hahahahahha..damn! ok..hmm..Let nature take its own course.When the time is ripe,it will happen.

p.s Its about time I let mr pilot go too.Hmm..haha..I need more papers and matchsticks. ;)

Adieu!