I was looking through some of my older posts and realised how much of garbage I have allowed myself to let go the past days.I have "grown"not width wise but character wise.hehe..but I am slowly becoming happy.Strange how something that you thought was the best gift ever is the same thing that actually caused alot of emotional roller coaster inside.Its no wonder they say that at times,we have to take a step back to see our life with more clarity.I have done just that and now I do realise what has been holding me back all these while.I don't blame it wholly,but it was enough to cause alot. =) Slowly letting go.
No more guilt. No more hiding.No more holding back.No more sarcasams.
No more fear of hurting.(pending)No more doing something wrong and not knowing why.No more suffocation. No more lies.No more fake smiles when I know I don't really want to be there.No more inferiority.Always checked out by a cute guy while some werido(as pointed out at location) "checks" me out.No more contradictions. No more this,no more that.
No more.
Only one left to over come.yeah!!
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