I did it! well,partly.I wouldn't say it was 100 per cent success but I would say it was 100 per cent worth it.No regrets.It was all worth my "pride".I took my first step in making my own move.I told myself no more depending on people and their promises.If I want something,it is up to me to get it not others. So there you go,I can add this one tiny achievement to my crowded list of goals.

Neil Armstrong said "One small step for a man can be one giant leap for mankind."What I did may not match to that said level of achievment but I can say what I attempted today was one giant leap to my confidence and independence.

Thank you blob for accompanying me and tolerating my whines and grumbles. And pest? Thanks for volunteering to come.Sorry B could not bring you along!hehe..I am happy and satisfied.Though alittle bit disappointed.But Hey!! As long as there are oppurtunities,there is always the ray of hope.I will not give up till I see it all for myself. =)