I am typing this with a heart full of confused emotions.I feel like a small kid now.You know what I am feeling inside so please help me to get it all out and be rid of all this sick negativity.It has taken me alot of courage and perserverance to get out of that whole phase of insecurity and I do not want to drown back in again.

I personally know, I am being lame here.Blowing a small innocent matter such as this into one whole big mess of mental torture.

Why?oh Why? Do I always create my own mess?Deep inside me I know I am making a hoo ha out of nothing.Yet,I cannot help but stir all these feeling inside me.Lame ah lame.Haiz..help me would you?

I do not want to be left out.Be with me ok? I suddenly feel so lonely and I do not know why.See?! I told you I was making a big hoo ha out of nothing.But again,you know what I am feeling inside.Right?

I feel like the little kiddish Divya once again.

Get me out of it.Please?

p.s sushi anyone?