Call me a whiner or a grumps I cannot be bothered.I am going to be both today.I am freakingly pissed.I voiced out my fustration of how I have not been sleeping proper this whole week.It all landed on deaf ears.Especially on the person I am supposed to call my Mother.Argh! It is just a matter of time before I lose it on my father.That is how angry I actually am.For the past weeks,I have been getting myself kicked,pushed and worst of all squeezed to the extreme corner of the bed where I have to adjust with the smallest of space and get into my nightly slumber.Whow.Ok, I managed to adjust.Then came this week where things got worse.I have the "pleasure" to actually witness orchestral music live.Music to my ears..NOT.It is so PAINFUL! This thorn to my flesh only made me get to sleep in the wee hours of the night.The earliest I would get myself to dream land would be 1am-2am. That is the EARLIEST mind you.

I peaked to my limit on wednesday when at 4am,I was still wide awake.Squashed to the corner witht the "melodious"music at the background.Thats it! I was supposed to wake up in 2hours to get my sister ready for school and I am human I need my SLEEP!

What did I have to do to finally get that precious 2hours of slumber?Resort to the bloody cold floor!Yea,I spread my blanket on the floor and got myself as comfy as possible.I shall not complain.Compared to my bed,the floor is a million times better.yes,it is cold,yes,it is actually painful to the bones when you want to turn and YES,it is extremly HARD!!!!!! But amazingly,I got to sleep in less than an hour(I assume).The floor could make me sleep.Why?because I had space.Enough for me to spread myself out and sleep in comfort despite the other unfriendly elements. Atleast I am away from the life endangering kicks(I am exagerrating a little),the ear piercing noise pollution and the shittest of all,the squashes!

I repeated the same thing last night.The floor again.I thought atleast my father or mother would notice and ask something.NO,nothing! Blind ah! Especially my mother who was in the room!Plus,the night was cold and I had nothing to keep me warm!Except for a bolster which was not much of a help.I could only hug it tight.Imagining it as a fat person full of fats to keep me warm.Ya right.It helped.ARGH! Again,my sleep dissipitated thanks to that.

The wonders of my very caring family.Don't they realise I have grown and I need physical space! Hellooo! I am an over grown buffalo you know! How am I supposed to share a bed with one budding one and another already grown one?Wake up would you?

I so cannot wait for my own house.No way will I share anything ever.Especially my room.Never.Call me selfish.I do not care.

AND lastly, on another note,LEAVE ME ALONE! Let me plan my own things! What I want to do to myself or how I plan my day..STOP interfering.It is my life and I will do what I want.I do not have to report my every move to you get it? Get lost! And listen up! I may be quite free but I have things to settle.Stop mocking me get it?You have already made a mess in my life and and I hate you for it.What I am now is all thanks to you.I really dislike you and your mental torture just stay away from me.Life is better off without you talking to me.Keep it at that.

Now that I have released all the toxic from my body,lets enjoy this video clip.It is my most favourite song ever including vennilave(moon) from the same movie.The lyrics are really good and the music upbeat.Love it.

Click and enjoy!

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